im totally lost!!!

lately, im so not me...

i dunno what im doing..
i dunno what im thinking..
n sometime i dunno where im standing also..

my head, brain n heart juz zero..
nothing inside..

i juz do what ever i want withount knowing what is actually that i want..

urghh...

im so deym terible lately..
messed up 24/7...

what is actually happen to me??
there is something bothering me..
but i dunno..

i just cant think..

i want to but it just cant..
gosh...

i dunno, maybe i just have to hand over the resignation letter n i think ill be better..
insyaallah..

seriusly, i dun have any will to be there anymore..
i just dun have guts to stay in the company..
i just want to switch but i dunno when,...

people blaming me, yelling at me,scolding me but i never n ever let it out..
i just quiet like death..

ya Allah, i really need your help to help me find my will to stand in front her n give the resignation letter..


she keeps me for nothing..so better if she let me go...

i just think ill definitely n terrible messed up if i stay there any longer...





mental corrupted,
ferr kamis