shed a tears..

OMG!!! spending my 48hours just to watch malay drama...

for the 1st time im really in to it..because i never really 'in' when i watch malay drama or film, dunno y, maybe malay drama or film doesn't gimme the soul juz like others...

crying, crying n crying just because of the story..
gosh never though ill be like this...
deym...
dah cam tgk citer korea sedey nye, padahal citer melayu kot..

its about 2 young people who have to get married because their parents ask them 2 do so..
the husband is so so so so good as a husband but the wife???ermm i dunno...
she just dont appreciate her spouse..just because she has boyfriend before...deym man!!!!

urghhhh cannot argue more because im not done yet..hehehe..
if u guyz wanna know what the story about, watch it in tv3 catch-up tv,ADAMAYA

sumthing missing....

hey ooo...

already a week im officially unemployed..hahahah..what a life..
i really enjoy every moment of my life...
i left such a precious time with my family, so now i paid most all the 'debt' that i made before..hehehe

nothing can describe how i love my life now..
heheheh..

maybe i don't have thousand or million of money, but money isn't everything..money is just a responsibility for us to manage...

the meaning of wealthy is not depend on the money, the real meaning of wealth is education , happiness and family..you just have to learn from your mistake...

maybe before i work for money, but now i knew, without family, friends and any human relationship money means nothing to us..NOTHING!! ZERO!!EMPTY!!

so????? ermmm actually i have no idea what i wanna share he..so i just mumbling..hehehehe

urghhh no idea, okeh will continue later..

daaaaa....
nite...=)

ramadhan al-mubarak

salam all,

disini ku ingin mengucapkan selamat menyambut ramadhan kepada sekelian umat islam di dunia..
di bulan yang mulia ini, ku susun jari 10 memohon kemaafan andai yang sengaja atau tidak, keterlanjuran kata dan perbuatan..

sesungguhnye ku hanya manuasia biasa yang x lekang dari membuat kesalahan..

sesungguhnye ku mahu jadikan bulan mulia ini sebagai permualaan hidup ku..ku tutup kisah lama dan buka lembaran baru pada bulan yang mulia ini..
segala yang telah ku lakukan dahulunya, akan ku simpan sebagai kenangan dan pengajaran untuk ku menempuhi hari2 hari mendatang...

keputusan dan kegagalan bukan lah suatu yang dibanggakan tetapi sebagai satu pelajaran untuk terus berjuang dan berjaya di bumi allah..

memang tidak di nafikan aku seorang yang alpa, tapi setiap insan diberi masa dan ketika untuk memperbaiki kesalahan dan kesilapan diri sendri..kejayaan dan kekayaan bukan memberi ruang untuk kita menongkat langit atau pun bongkak..

hanya kemmaafan yang ku pohon, bukan kekayaan yang ku minta...

wasalam~

ferr kamis

my last day..

hey peeps..

today which is 4th august was my last day working in the company..
im so happy that today is my last day, but when i want to leave the office this evening, i felt sumthing..i miss sumthing...i worked there almost 2 years, maybe just 2 years but so many things happen..
already miss my job..=)

but when da decison made, i cant turn back anymore..even people promote me sumthing good..i really cant..
i just want sumthing for my future..not just have a better job with good pay but i do want a happiness family without argument..but now, i havent have any...

sometime i was thinking, 'working there is a mistake??'..ermm i cant answer that..

but i stand with my decision..
2morrow morning ill go to the office to give back all the keys, n company handphone n leave..
i cant stay anymore..
im sorry..