unpredictable..

hello peeps,

i just wanna share sumthing about my life..
lately there is so many bad thing i post it here, but same as before, today ill post sumthing bad also about the same fellow..

y??

because she is totally, damn,n 1000%ly BAD!!!!

y i said so??

because for a person like he, he supposedly not to used people for his own goods..

he dunno what life is, but people know..maybe u dun have family, kids, parents or whatever it is, but others do..
they have family, parent, n kids..
they live for them..
not as u..
you life for nobody..
you have nothing to achive in life..
because nobody love you..
but, people not just love us, people adore us because who we are..

sorry to say, you ar not like us, n u will never ever like us, FOREVER!!!


you treat people like that this time, but bared in mind WHAT YOU GIVE YOU GET BACK!!!!

always remember that..

what ever u do in your life, there a punishment or reward for what that u do..



me, myself , n i,

tekanan

hari ni post pasal tekanan je..
of coz its not about monday blues..
maybe its wednesday, thursday or friday blues..

it happen last week but i just know about it yesterday..

it start like this...

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last week i handover my resignation letter to the company,
my boss didnt agree with it, she said thats so unfair for her..
she is being such a good employers but i treat her this way..
i dunno its unfair for her or for me..

than after that day she is outstation and she keep calling me for an hour..
probably im in da toilet n to be honest when im in da toilet, it will be HOURS...

what make me disappointed like hell, she CALLED my DAD n MOM to find me!!!!WTF!!!!

and she said she so dissapointed about me to my mom!!! WTH!!!

who is she, n who give her the right to tell everything to my mom n dad...the problem is between you n me, they re not involve..
so plz..
i never give a shit to yr family so dont bother mine!!!!

between you n me is just employers n employees, not more than that..so plz..
thats my mom n my dad and thats my privacy, dun disturb my right out of working hours..
im not standby for u 24/7 ok!!!!

i dunno where r u from but i just want to notice u, they r my family not yours, so STAY AWAY from them..
there is no employers in the WORLD bother about the employees family and they also dun call the family to find their workers unless the person is DEATH!!!..plz dun be nice, because we already know who you are...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

to my DARL~~~

umi farradilla


1st of all i wanna thank to you coz, i was one of your friend..

thank you so much dear..
i dunno how am i gonna describe to have you as my friend..
im so thankful

ive been go through everything n keep telling you about my problem, what ive been facing for the past  few years(i think) b ut u never stop giving me advice to stay strong..

thank you so much dear..

insyaallah, ill try to handle everything, but now i already made a decision, n i think ill never turning back..never..
pray for me dear..i really need a guts to give her my resignation letter...
insyaallah..
everything will went well..

insyaallah...


thanks fwen,luv u hun..

ferr kamis

what a life...

hellooooo all...

today ill start my blog with something goodddddd...

huhuhu know y??because i suddenly have a guts to handover my resignation letter .

huhuhuhu

the story is like this...

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im going to pangkor for 3 days n 2 nite activities with 4life..
afetr ther training that ive been through n all the motivation, i think i should think about mydelf first rather than i think about others..

because, if i kept thinking about other, i dunno either they r thinking abut me or not..aite???

why im only the one who has think about them but they dun..???

its not fair right??

so i think the sacrifices that i shud make is RESIGN!!!..if i still there i dunno when ill be the most succesful person in the world..

so make a decision..the simple decision..

take it or leave it??

my decision in LEAVE IT!!! i can stand to TAKE IT anymore!!!!



new me,
ferr kamis

im totally lost!!!

lately, im so not me...

i dunno what im doing..
i dunno what im thinking..
n sometime i dunno where im standing also..

my head, brain n heart juz zero..
nothing inside..

i juz do what ever i want withount knowing what is actually that i want..

urghh...

im so deym terible lately..
messed up 24/7...

what is actually happen to me??
there is something bothering me..
but i dunno..

i just cant think..

i want to but it just cant..
gosh...

i dunno, maybe i just have to hand over the resignation letter n i think ill be better..
insyaallah..

seriusly, i dun have any will to be there anymore..
i just dun have guts to stay in the company..
i just want to switch but i dunno when,...

people blaming me, yelling at me,scolding me but i never n ever let it out..
i just quiet like death..

ya Allah, i really need your help to help me find my will to stand in front her n give the resignation letter..


she keeps me for nothing..so better if she let me go...

i just think ill definitely n terrible messed up if i stay there any longer...





mental corrupted,
ferr kamis

so far so long....

hello peeps..
it been a decade im not posting anything here.....hahahhaha...

i been through such a great, memorable n fantastic journey in my life..which i never dream of it..=)

terlampau banyak nak cerite but saye akan citerkan satu2...heheheh only in a short note lah...

start with negative or positive???

ok start with yg x best dulu..ea??

kisah nye bermule
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time operasi opis dah tukar time..kalo dulu pukul 2ptg sampai 9 malam skang ni kol 10 pagi sampai 6 ptg..which is for my good...i think..lah....kalo dulu bukak opis kol 2 ptg org kol pukul 12 tanye dah bukak ke belom, skang ni bukak kol 10pagi org call kol 630..x cam celakes kan???perghhhh..cam tekanan seyh aku..aku pown x paham lah dorang ni bute hurup ke bute warne ke akal pendek ke..aku pown x tau..
n lagi 1 ingt balik kol 6 leh balik trus tapi haram,..kol 10 mlm gak aku balik ari2..lagi cam syial..bapak aku siap ckp kalo cam gini lah balik ari2 baik masuk keje kol 2 je, leh berehat skit pagi tu..ni x dpt rehat langsung..pergh....dah cam hambe sial...

aku ingt lagi org penah bagi tau aku, kalo keje pakai tenage gaji kecik je, sbb kiter pakai tenage contoh cam buruh lah..kalo keje pakai otak gaji banyak sebab kene wat keputusan..kalo cam aku ni keje pakai tenage n otak agak2 gaji aku sampai 30k x??? hahahahhah..mmg hampeh suku dari 10% pown x sampai..deym!!!!bukan lah kisah sangt pasal gaji tu, tapi kalo kederat aku org pakai free mmg lah x leh blah kan...




dah lah malas nk sakit ati lagi...

cerite yg positif
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saye g SHOWCASE FAIZAL TAHIR>>WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...

sangat2 sangt2 seronok..hahaha..1st time dok nengok FT live selame sejam setengah..mmg berbaloi..baloi..memang sangat susah utk di ungkap, tpi mmg best nak mampos..
beliau seorg rockstar tapi beliau menyatu kan kami peminat nye menjadi satu n sangat menghargai antara satu same lain, dah cam kiterorg ni kenal sangat lame..huhuhuhu

uish, mmg x dpt nk ungkap ngan kate2 lah..showcase yang hanye sejam tu tapi sangt2 bermakne n memberi erti yang teramat sangat dlm idop aku..huhuhu

ye lah selame ni kengkawan aku sume yg kiter dah kenal lame, tapi ngan dorang ni cume kenal dlm cbox n relationship tu cam best gile..hahahah..


sangat best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
luv..luv..luv..


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cerita yang lain..hehehehe


nenanti lah sambung, sangat banyak dalm pale ni yg nk di taip tapi x tau nk start kat mane..hikhikjikk