hey pals,
sorry coz i think i take quite sometimes i dont post anything here..
today i juz think that only blog is the best place to share everything..
sumtimes when we talk to a person about our problem,we dun feel satisfied bout that..
i dunno lately i feel soooooo terrible..
i have so much fun on Sunday..i juz think "god plz dun end this day, coz im having so much fun" but life must go on.. n we will facing day by day....we wont stuck in a same day forever..
afta Sunday, i have to faced Monday..n Monday supposedly be another amazing day in my life after im facing such a fantastic day before...but what i have facing is such a terrible day n what i can say is my bad bad day..
I've cried so much that day..
im not posting this to have your attention or something.
but i dunno to who i have to share all of this..
im sorry guyz, maybe u will think im quite selfish coz i juz dun want to share everything with u guyz, but i juz cant..im sorry..
im soooo confuse, sad, damn terrible...i dunno..what i felt now is just i wanna cried n be in a very very far place...stay there till i think im fully recovered...
somtimes i juz feel like, i try to stayed away from someone, but when i think bout it deeply, why should i stayed away???but i donno..i juz dunno..now im stuck with my on feeling..damn!!!!...
oh my god..i juz hate being like this, but what can i do.. god help me plz...i dun wat to be like this forever..
i feel terrible, i look terrible, n everything that Ive done juz like hell...damn!!!!
for this time being i juz wanna be alone..gals, u noe how to contact me..but plz dun ask me y i be like this...when the time come, ill tell u guyz..
u FOR YOU stop calling me plz..hearing your voice n receive yr text is killing me.................
im sorry.................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
