hewlooooooooooooo people..................

hey everybody,

noe what, today i was realize sumthing that i was the luckiest people in the world actually..
 i have 3 days spending every single minute with my gals, then i realize this...
y on earth i shud always think about other rather then mine???
stupid kan???

so bile dah lepak ngan my darl, first tu pown aku x suke care dorang pk pasal keje aku, tapi bile aku pikir bebetol ade kebenaran nye kat situ...
people shud consider me as well, not only im the only one who consider them...
aku tgh cuti kot, so cube paham lah..kalo aku mati ke ter'accident' ke, dok terlantar dlm sepital x kan aku kene bukak opis gak..
hello, used yr brain lah...

semakin lame aku rase org mmg take advantage dgn kesengalan aku..
so skang aku mmg nak jadi jahat nak mampos pas ni...
when i say NO thats it!!!!
plz lah weh, im just a human being, me also need rest n me also need my own time to be with anyone that i want..
juz a couple of hours...x kan lah semua leh cock up...
nonsense kan??

ok done pasal keje...

ni pasal lain plak..
aku kan mmg suke luah kan perasaan kat sini..
muahahah..

well bil dah luahkan tu cam release seyh, yelah nak citer kat member segan walo pown bestie...
hahaha

aku cam skang kan aku rase aku slalu berpikiran rasional, mungkin kan sebab umur ku hampir meningkat??
hahaha
x de lah sebab kan aku tetibe rase i have to throw away all my heart feeling toward people coz its burden me,...
i dun even got sumthing even aku nak keep this feeling forever..
feeling maksud kau tu bukan loving doving lah..
hello, farah x de perasaan cam gitu ok...
XDE!!!
maksud aku heart feeling ni, rase kecian or rase bersalah or rase x sampai ati...
aku memang kene buang seyh bebende ni sbb org take advantage pasal sume tu..
n skang baru aku paham..
ok bukan je take advantage tapi dorang bully aku kaw2...
cam syial kan...??
x kesian ke kat aku???
ish..ish..
alamak terpoyolah plak..
hehehe...

so from now on, aku mmg kene buang sume tu...
ye lah nak keep pown buat ape???
aku bukan nye bertambah prosperous sbb bende ni...
aku mudah kan keje org, aku tolong org, aku ujud kan relationship yg lebih selesa, but end up what did i get??
nothing man!!!nothing!!!!
kene maki lagi ade...

so xde gune lah nak jage ati org pown, bile org x reti nak jage ati aku...
mmg aku tough kalo tgk dari luaran, but im still a girls yg ader hati yg sangat soft..
cewah terpoyo lagi..
alamak...


so from now on, aku dah mmg malas nak amik tau hal keperluan org lain, pe kepentingannye pade korang, ish sume lah..
aku dah x nak tau..
korang nak amik barang datang opis time OPIS HOUR!!!!!
no pick up at my house anymore...!!!!

aku tolong korang pown, bukan korang yg tolong aku, bukan korang yg sare idop aku....
aku buat tok diri aku sendri...
tapi sebab kan korang aku abaikan diri aku...
aku lupe pasal diri aku, nak menolong korang nye pasal..
shit!!!

arghh pas ni kamu, x yah nak susah kan diri pasal org lain...
u are what u are...
if they dun appreciate u juz let thenm berambus, there is many people will appreciate u...

be strong girl!!!!