Friday, September 27, 2013

ggrrrrr.. delicious.. hahahaha

heeloooozzz...

nothing special hari ni... jz nak share 1 gambar.. coz lately aku rase aku tertarik tgk lelaki yg buat style rambut cam ni.. dorang nampak delicious.. hahahha tu bodo.. xde lah dorang nmpk matang n stylo.. walopun hairstyle tu sgt classic.. hahahaha

Tuesday, September 3, 2013

maybe yes maybe not.. hikhikhik

hewloooooooooo..
ok mase untuk luahan hati lagi.. everything yg ade kat sini ade lah apebile aku x berani nak cite kat sesape walopun besfrind.. coz kat sini xde org bace kan?? hehehhe i wish xde org bace.. aminnn

ok berbalik kepade cite luahan hati.. last few week ni aku de crush kat someone.. and to be specific he was actually someone elses husband.. he WAS!!! noe, NOT anymore.. tapi to be frank, aku pown x tau hr married n already divorce.. i just like him (im not in love with him, i just like him.. like ONLY)
and nk dia jadikan cite aku jadikan dia ni cam insiration aku nak g office lah.. sbb cam lemau sangat amat nak g office lately.. hahahaha .. ye aku akui aku pemalas...

okeh, aku x penah tegor mamat ni n xpenah cakap kr senyum ke ape ke lah.. we just like strangers.. mmg strangers lah cite nye... nothing.. zero.. xde pape..

unfortunately aku de geng2 yg aku cite pasal ni(i mean pasal aku admire mamat tu) mule gosip2 kan aku ngan mamat tu... deym!!! aku x nak mamat tu tau kowt... i just admire him je, no heart feeling.. c'mon lah... its just admiring.. ni big deal pown...

n one day.... jeng je jeng... hahahahha.. aku ni kepoh kat opis, so this one fine day.. aku dapat rasekan yg mamat tu sik pandang2 n senyum kat aku... is it real??? cannot be... mungkin aku perasan... hahhahahah.. okeh fine aku x kisah kalo aku perasan pown.. ape ade hal.. thats your own feeling pown.. so aku jz buat cam biase je.. wat x reti... thrn aku perasan dia pandang lagi... okeh ini bukan aku perasan ni bebetol... b4 dia balik pown dia senyum.. maygad.. seriusly????


hahahahahaha... encik, saye ni admire je ngan awak.. cubelah jgn buat sye jatuh cinte plak ngan awak.. hadoi... hati saye ni lembut...payah t kalo dah tersuke... ahhahahah.. okeh itu bodo.. nampak gile bodo nye...

okeh tu je sbnrnye nak cite.. xpenting pown sebenarnye.. cume x tau nak ckp ngan sape.. so blog lah jadi tempat luahan hati.... hahahahaha okeh lah t de cite x best lagi.. i kongsi lagi ngan u okeh blog??..


neway just to kasitau.. ari ni my annual leave START!!!!! i got 10 days AL.. and im going to sleeeeeep all day long.. without eat, without bath without anything... just wat to be lazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy....


tata... happy holiday to me!!!!

Tuesday, July 30, 2013

ANNOYED...

felt little annoyed lately. i just think people just think about themselves without take any apportunity to think about others.. aite??


youre not thr only person on earth that have problem.. others also faced the same thing.. but how thry handle the consequences is different from yours..

arghhh... i just wanna stop think about other coz people dun give a damn about me, my feeling and everything about me... why i should linger around others problem.. arghhh

Thursday, July 25, 2013

let me live that fantasy...


I know your insides are feeling so hollow
And it’s a hard pill for you to swallow
Yeah,
 but if I fall for you
I'll never recover
If I fall for you
I'll never be the same

I really wanna love somebody
I really wanna dance the night away
I know we're only half way there, but you take me all the way
You take me all the way

I really wanna touch somebody
I think about you every single day
I know we're only half way there, but you take me all the way
You take me all the way

You’re such a hard act for me to follow
Love me today, don't leave me tomorrow

Yeah but if I fall for you
I'll never recover
If I fall for you
I'll never be the same

I really wanna love somebody
I really wanna dance the night away
I know we're only half way there, but you take me all the way
You take me all the way

I really wanna touch somebody
I think about you every single day
I know we're only half way there, but you take me all the way
You take me all the way

Whoa whoa whoa oh oh oh
Whoa whoa whoa oh oh oh

I don't know where to start
I'm just a little lost
I want to feel like we're never gonna ever stop
I don't know what to do, I'm right in front of you
Asking you to stay, you should stay, stay with me tonight yeahhh

I really wanna love somebody
I really wanna dance the night away
I know we're only half way there, but you take me all the way
You take me all the way

I really wanna touch somebody
I think about you every single day
I know we're only half way there, but you take me all the way
You take me all the way
Whoa whoa whoa oh oh oh
Whoa whoa
Take me all the way
(whoa oh oh oh)
Ya, take me all the way (yeah)
Send "Love Somebody" Ringtone to your cell

Tuesday, July 9, 2013

LIFE that i call NOW!!

LIFE, PROBLEM,LOVE,HEARTACHE,STRESS...

everybody actually facing the same thing when it come to talk about life aite???
same goes to me..

but lately im facing such a different lifestyle..hehehhe...dont get me wrong, there was nothing to do with LOVE okay..just different..hahaha..WHY i called it different, because i listen to other story n living my own differennt lifestyle as well..

But sometimes i just dont understand people, why they just cant differenciate between what they WANT n what is actually their NEED...

I think if they able to differentiate  that, everything will be just find aite??? ermmm or its just for me??? gagaggaa...i think so....


Maybe people jsut cat differenciate that because they NEVER faced any difficulties in life yet..maybe...


Friend of mine always said .. " Allah tengah menguji, bila2 masa sahaja DIA boleh tarik balik"... 
Actually that was right, Allah gave us everything actually to challenges us, to appreciate what we already have and what we will get, to make us thank for that not to make us fall for it n forget HIM..

Things are to be used n human are to be love...not thing to be love n people to be used...ITS wrong!!!! definitely wrong!!!!


if i were to tell other what ive been through so far, nobody will ever believe me..whey they saw my achievement, they never thought ive been through alot actually..
How my family dont have money to pay for my SPM fees, how i used my PTPTN loan and gave to my family to support their life..hahaha...
when i think about that today, i just smile..gaggaga..life is hard but as long as u have faith for your life anything can be done..u just can archieve anything...

we actually not live for ourselves only but also for others.. meaning that family...huhuhu.. just live your life and give all da best for what uve done or u gonna do.. brfore u regret everything.. 

ermmmmm ithink just tgis for now... actually i dont have any idea to cont this post but i just write anything that come to my mind... hahahahhahahahah

gud nite... ciou..





kembali...

hey peeps...

errmmm lately aku rase cam something...
de 1 perasaan yg pelik,(xde kene ngene ngan love, okeh)
aku de perasaan yg sape sebenarnye aku, n ape yg aku dah tinggalkan n ape yg sepatutnye aku buat kat dunia ni..
errmmm..

terus terang aku ckp aku mmg 'free thinker'.. tapi free thinker dari segi ape???
soal agame atau soal perbuatan n kelakuan..??

kalo nk cite pasal perangai n kelakuan, aku dah mmg totally x cam dulu..aku mmg nk sangat 2 berubah..
alhamdulillah aku de kengkawan n family yg sentiase tarik aku kejalan yg sepatutnye bile aku terbabas je skang ni..bukan nak cakap baik, tapi bile di pikirkan dunia zaman skang ni aku jadi takut untuk buat jahat...bukan lah nak kate aku ni baik gile tapi aku rase aku dah puas buat jahat..cecukup lah tu..sampai bile pown kan?? kalo nk dikire seronok, buat jahat mmg seronok tapi kalo nk pikir puas, sampai bebile pown x kan puas buat jahat..bek stop skang atau selamenye x kan stop n life aku akan stuck kan dosa yg berbakul2..

ermmmm...cite pepanjang kat sini pown wat org menyampah je kan?? aku tau lately ngan ape yg aku post kat sini, mmg de yg menyampah..so what?? ade aku kisah?? x de kan?? nk menyampah ke, nk maki aku ke, suke hati.. aku x amik port walo sebesar zarah pown..

memasing ade mulut leh cakap..aku mmg sangt x kisah..mulut org bukan macam mulut tempayan bole tutup..=) ade mate tgk je, sbb aku x de pape kan sini yg nk dipamerkan untuk korang cuci mate..*sorry*.. ade otak korang fikir..kalo pe yg aku cakap ni salah, aku mintak maaf, sbb aku cume kate ape yg aku rase logic pade akal aku n mungkin x logic pade akal korang..thats y aku kate aku 'free thinker' n kalo korang rase ape yg aku cakap ni betol, thank you sooooo much..=) really appreciate it..=)

k lah malam sudah gelap..mau tido..esok nk pi nengok org men go-kart..gagga.. selamat malam, assalammualaikum..=)


Saturday, May 5, 2012

LALAT

Lalat...


Sejenis serangga yang boleh dikategorikan sebagai serangga perosak..selalu hinggap di tempat-tempat yang kotor...


Tapi ape akan terjadi kalo kite menggunakan perkataan lalat sebagai perumpamaan kepada manusia lebih-lebih org yang lebih tua????


Perkataan yg terlintas dlm kotak fikiran aku sekiranya situasi tersebut berlaku adalah 'BIADAP'!!!


Sebesar mana taraf atau pangkat kau pown kau masih tidak layak untuk panggil org lain dengan kata ganti diri lalat!!!...


Nak kate x pegi skolah, berpangkat besar...tapi otak kosong...adap xde!!!


Tolong lah rase malu skit...kalo ko tak tau malu pown sile lah fikir sebelum keluarkan perkataan...mcm mane kalo org yg lebih tua dengar...tak ke kecik hati dia...???silap-silap boleh putus sedare tau....


Malas nak cite panjang lebar..yang aku tau ko mmg x de adap n tatasusila punye org sbb attitude ko pade org yang lebih tua,out....


Ko x perlu hormat aku sbb aku lgi mude dri ko...ko cume perlu hormat org yg lebih tua dri ko je...tapi org yg lebih mude dri ko jgn ko pepijak pulak lah...aku bukan sampah!!!


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